I too…..measured the bottles of vodka……they were mine…..he had high jacked (on purpose for his own use) my vodka…..I drew lines…..measuring how much I consumed…..but he had replaced it with water. There were times when I would get so drunk blindingly drunk because he had altered the lines and the content. And there was the snow thawing and Us finding the bottles he had hidden/tossed off into the evergreen trees and snow banks. The day my youngest found an empty plastic vodka bottle and we all watched her smash the shit out of it in anger…….He destroyed more then himself……he destroyed our world as we knew it. Life sucks.